30 June 2026
I miss you when you’re here
Your body’s home
But you’re nowhere near
Familiar toes peek out
from under your sheets
But I don’t know the man
who moves your feet
I search pale eyes
for signs of you
But they offer no relief
Your natural calm
has turned to tortured grief
A stranger has checked into your soul
and uses your body like a VRBO
He doesn’t clean up
And he doesn’t care
Or brush your teeth
or comb your hair
He fills your mouth with
words you’d never say
Pulls down the curtains on your eyes
and sometimes sleeps all day
Or he turns up your lights,
too bright
And jerks your body like a marionette
all night
He throws on your mismatched clothes
some dirty socks and shoes with holes
He waits too long to empty the trash
Content to sleep near a putrid stash
I miss you when you’re here
Your thoughtful voice
often turns to sneers
Talented hands
fall to an idle side or
become accessories
to an unhinged stride
your body has been hijacked by a man
whose given up on all life’s plans
A stranger has checked into your soul
and uses your body like a VRBO
He doesn’t clean up
and he doesn’t care
Or brush your teeth
or comb your hair
He fills your mouth with
Words you’d never say
Pulls down the curtains on your eyes
and sometimes sleeps all day
Or turns up your lights
Too bright
And jerks your body like a marionette
all night
He throws on your mismatched clothes
some dirty socks and shoes with holes
He waits too long to empty the trash
Content to sleep near a putrid stash
I hope someday
you come back home
Kick this wicked usurper
off your coveted throne
Take back your hands
your eyes
your toes
your words
your teeth
your voice
and clothes.
My heart is broken in all the wrong places
Please, return your soul to his rightful spaces.
A note from the lyricist
Sadly this comes from life experience and watching someone I love struggle to exist.